themselves in upon my memory.
Sancta Maria! turn thine eyes--
Upon the sinner's sacrifice,
Of fervent prayer and humble love,
From thy holy throne above.
At morn--at noon--at twilight dim
Maria! thou hast heard my hymn!
In joy and wo---in good and ill--
Mother of God, be with me still!
When the Hours flew brightly by,
And not a cloud obscured the sky,
My soul, lest it should truant be,
Thy grace did guide to thine and thee;
Now, when storms of Fate o'ercast
Darkly my Present and my Past,
Let my Future radiant shine
With sweet hopes of thee and thine!
And then, hour after hour, would I linger
by her side, and dwell upon the music of her
voice, until at length its melody was tainted
with terror, and there fell a shadow upon
my soul, and I grew pale, and shuddered
inwardly at those too unearthly tones. And
thus, joy suddenly faded into horror, and
the most beautiful became the most hideous,
as Hinnon became GeHenna.
It is unnecessary to state the exact
character of those disquisitions which,
growing out of the volumes I have
mentioned, formed, for so long a time,
almost the sole conversation of Morelia and
myself. By the learned in what might be
termed theological morality they will be
readily conceived, and by the unlearned
they would, at all events, be little
understood, The wild Pantheism of Fichte;
the modified Paliggenesia (Gr.) of Pythagoras; and
above all, the doctrines of Identity as urged
by Schelling, were generally the points of
discussion presented the most of beauty to
the imaginative Morella. That identity
which is termed personal, Mr. Locke, I
think, truly defines to consist in the
saneness of rational being. And since by
person we understand an intelligent essence
having reason, and since there is a
consciousness which always accompanies
thinking, it is this which makes us all to be
that which we call ourselves, thereby
distinguishing us from other beings that
think, and giving us our personal identity.
But the principium individuationis, the
notion of that identity which at death is or
is not lost for ever, was to me, at all times, a
consideration of intense interest; not more
from the perplexing and exciting nature of
its consequences, than from the marked and
agitated manner in which Morelia mentioned them.
But, indeed, the time had now arrived when the mystery of my wife's manner
oppressed me as a spell. I could no longer bear the touch of her wan fingers, nor the
low tone of her musical language, 'nor the lustre of her melancholy eyes. And she
knew all this, but did not upbraid; she seemed conscious of my weakness or my
folly, and, smiling, called it fate. She seemed also conscious of a cause, to me unknown,
for the gradual alienation of my regard; but she gave me no hint or token of its nature.
Yet was- she woman, and pined away daily. In time the crimson spot settled
steadily upon the cheek, and the blue veins upon the pale forehead became prominent;
and one instant my nature melted into pity, but